Saturday, March 28, 2009

i am prostitute~~~!!???

sombody/another 1 is leaving our country soon...

another fren just msg me, she told me tat she is going to Australia soon.. she just got an offer there… finally, she can work in oversea now… as her wish....

hrmmmm… many of my frens went to S’pore, UK, Australia or other countries after graduating from high school…

yes, it’s all about the money….. everybody r trying to justify their actions by saying they have no choice... our country pay us too little n bla bla bla…. but in reality they wish to stay in their lovely country… their family & frens r here….. it remind me bout the Emil Chow’s song~ “其实不想走,其实我想留” (qi shi bu xiang zhou, qi shi wo xiang liu)~~

Sometimes I also wonder I spend too much or earn too little… fark, I baru spend RM500 per month when the time I working I m’sia.. n this RM500 is included the transportation fees, lunch, mobile recharge, entertainment + others expenses (red bom + ppl’s birthday n etc)… Mahai, damn gila lar… I dun think I spend too much lor.. so.. definitely is becoz I earn too little or my pay too low… fark, tat pay really not enough for me....

after graduated from high school, I used to work in m’sia, s’pore then the middle east within 2 yrs (exactly period is 18 months)… hrmmm… change so many companies within such a short period… ofcoz, by jumping here n jumping there, my salary also multiply with a factor lar…

ohh…. si-hAM arrr si-hAM~~ siapa able to pay u higher salary, u akan pergi mana… although I keep running here n there… but no doubt, I luv my country… damn lots.. I just hate those politicians & ‘’mata’’….

well, I’m not the best in my class, I’m not good in social, poor in communication n bla bla bla… but, now I’m the highest pay among my high school schoolmate… I guess I’m the lucky 1… sometimes, I think it is an miracle~~

Truly, frankly speaking…. I dun like to work in oversea… I dun wan to work in oversea… but I have no choice, I hav to work in other countries just for clearing my heavy debt…

wait… y it sounds so familiar?
Were did I heard this be4??
Oh~~~ frm a show…..
prostitutes say the same thing…. they say they dun like to work as a prostitutes, they dun wan to work as a prostitute….. they open their legs and do blowjobs on their clients not becoz they r enjoying wat they r doing…. In fact, most prostitutes hate themselves for who they r & hate themselves for doing wat they do… but they hav no choice... It is not bout the pleasure of sex….It is bout the necessity of money…. MONEY~~!!!

I hav to work in an environment which I tak suka just becoz I hav no choice in the matter… I ned money~~~!!
Well.. sometimes I think I just like a gigolo or those prostitutes….they r selling their bodies, n I’m selling my time, my knowledge & my LIFE to my company…
In fact, we r selling our soul, coz we r doing something we dun like becoz we hav no choice..

Sigh….

back to the topic....

to my fren who is going to Australia soon, I wish u good luck lar..
hope u able to adopt the environment there n make lots of new frens…

n ofcoz.. make big money toO… =p

4 comments:

Daphne said...

wah...
ur blog is just like saying out my gut feeling too...
most of the ppl who hate their work but still go on with it... will hv only one reason...
No CHoice ~~~~
same with me oso la...
aiks...
we hv to struggle ourselves to get wat we want..if not who will feed us.. our government ??
dreaming ~~

ahh_mun vS hAM said...

same as u?

u also "prostitute"??
now onli i realize ler...

how much u 'charge' de??

>.<

lolz~~
i'm so evil~~~

Daphne said...

@%#$&@#!!!

u oways pick my word mistake ~~

u this bastard..

ahh_mun vS hAM said...

dun be like tat..
just play play only.. kidding kidding..
>.<

dun so rude…
nanti tak ada org nak khawin dgn u…
lolz…